Sunday, May 29, 2011

I'm Hurting from My Breakup


Breaking up with Ricky was probably the hardest thing I've had to do recently.  I know it's the right thing to do because we're just not compatible.  I really loved him, but I was afraid of getting hurt, and he had such bad experiences with women, that I don't think we belong together anymore.  We had a very bad fight recently in which both of us probably overreacted.

I just feel really lonely right now.  After the amount of time we've been dating, I can't really remember what it was like before I met him, and it's hard for me to imagine my future life without him.  I need to be strong and relearn what it's like not to be one half of a couple.

In happier news, I just got a promotion at work, which means I'm earning significantly more money than before.  I'm looking forward to maybe buying a new place to live in the next year or so, and who knows what will happen.  I jut need to get over the feelings of loss and sadness, but I think it might take a very long time to do that.  I wish I could dream my way to healing.


bettyl said...

Congrats on the promotion!

Keep yourself busy, my bloggy friend. Time has a way of making memories fade.